The corner on my study table

Now it’s all in a nice, more neat and in acceptable condition. Bought two rattan boxes to organize stuff on my table. I’m currently all about reorganizing my stuff! Next project, is getting rid off the clothes and shoes that I no longer wear.

And apparently, I became like my colleague who collect ribbons from press packages. So, what I did was, decorating Raysa’s Mickey Mouse head figure with the bows. Aren’t they cute? Raysa love to use them on her Carebear’s neck as an ornament. So keeping them is actually a good decision.

 

And the whole green and red combination happens accidentally.

The corner on my study table

The most absurd thing you’ve ever had?

Mine, is a Max Mara shower cap. It’s a really nice grey monotone checker one that actually looks like a beret instead of a shower cap. But the material is too parachute-y to be a beret. And it actually came with a rosette. Of course I didn’t buy this, I got it from one of the fashion show I attended.

The most absurd thing you’ve ever had?

I’m Back!

Once you’ve gone short, you’ll never look back! I’ve tried to leave my hair grew long for sometime, but then the hassle of setting it every time I wash my hair really irritate me. So, now I’m back to short hair look. Five minutes blow drying it, without even the help of a round hair brush, and I’m all set.

I’m Back!

I should remind myself

That two years ago, I promise myself, that I will never fall to the prey of comfort of anything less than extraordinary. Because I don’t want to be missing out on the extraordinary. But how do I know that I haven’t miss out on anything.

I definitely know that I’m missing out on one thing. BADLY!

But what’s coming next, it’s all up to me.

You’ve seen it, girl. It’s all up to you.

I should remind myself

Order in Chaos

In case anyone ever wonder what the disaster looks like inside my bathroom, where I store all of my makeup and skincare.

And you know what? They’re always like this for as long as I remember. Maybe the amount has double over the last 2 years when I started working with FD. But I’ve always been surrounded by sea of beauty products, and I love them to pieces.

The only thing that increased significantly was the numbers of fragrances I own. Even that, you’ll know that there’s a pattern to the scent that I actually love.

Order in Chaos

Doing nothing will do you no good

For whoever said that time will fix everything, let me tell you, they ain’t gonna fix a goddamn thing. Yeah, you hear me right. Time, albeit the many countless hours you’ve passed, will not do you any good if you don’t do anything. If anything, it’ll make you feel more miserable because you’re seeing everything slipping through your fingers.

There are things that you can not change. I agree with this. But it doesn’t mean you’ll just sit and do nothing either. Do something else. Have a breakdown on not being able to change anything, but then, get up and do something. Anything. 

With time you’ll forget. No, you don’t. If it is crucial to you, then it burns like a hot stamp. Good times, bad times. It lingers, though in a faint distant, you’ll never forget. 

And I got a feeling that people put too much trust on being fine with time. If you’re not fine, you’re not fine

And you know what’s worst than all of the above? Yapping about it non-stop. 

I can deal with acknowledgement of feeling and channelling it out.

Doing nothing will do you no good